COPY CATSSS !!!

i just wish people would get their own ideas instead of copyin my shit .. i mean if you like my blogss and you like the idea of one of my blogs give me some props don't take my shit and make it like it was your idea .. IM JUST SAYING be yourself and not try to do what i do and if you feel like im talkin about you in my blog then MAYBE I AM !! come talk to me if you gotta problem :) GET YOUR OWN IDEAS !


" monkey see monkey do , everybody wanna do what i do "



signed by
sierravon♥

july 30th 2007 ...

today is july 30th man oh man i will never forget this date , this is how everything started i'll never forget summer of 07' i was at my friend tatiana's house and i get a text from adrien around 11 something and he was askin me all these questions like did i like him and this and that .. then it finally hits 11:45 he texts me " will you go out with me " pssh i didn't know what to say cause i was shocked but i immediately said YES !! because i had liked him for so long but we were BESTFRIENDS and i didn't want it to be ruin .. so anyways we lasted for like a month and some other shit happen that i won't speak but lets just say by close to the end of august we weren't together no more and that lasted for awhile because he fell in love with someone .. so around the end of 9th we started talking again this was going into summer of 08' we had our share of problems but we talked for a longgg time .. then i cut him off again cause he was always doing something so my 10th grade year we talked on and off and then going into summer 09' we didn't TALK AT ALL !! basically all summer until i texted him in august after my cruise because when i was on my cruise he was all i could think about and kept tellin myself i made a mistake.. so it was when i was on my way to new york and i kept tellin my cousin butta i miss adrien i miss him so much then she was like i DARE you to text him .. so i got his number from my bestfriend kraig and i texted adrien and said "can we start over and be friends " then he was like yeah blah blah and from then on we have been cool ... so things started to get serious we started tellin each other that we still liked each other and all this other stuff and that we on until November and we kinda fell off but started back up in DECEMBER . so he comes here for winter break and i remember all the reasons why i went through the shit i did with him it was because i loved him and everything about him .. so 12.22.09 we decided that we were gonna try it again im tellin you now this relationship hasn't been easy at all but we have so many good things that it out weighs all the bad things .. and sometimes i feel like i need to change the way you handle certain things in our relationship but i can talk all day and tell you but nothing will change .. so i gave up in that area your just gonna have to figure out what your doing wrong .. but anyways since december i got to visit you twice in dc , once in march and once in may they were both wonderful times we spent together :) i enjoy your company adrien even when you piss me off , sometimes you even make me cry but at the end of the day i wouldn't go through half of this shit with anyone else and you mean the world to me .. see im not ASHAMED TO let everyone know how i feel about you cause i could talk about you all day with someone and have the biggest smile .. just know i was in love with you the day i met you .. and these couple years have been tough and i just hope you learned from all your mistakes in the past and won't fuck up this time .. because if i lose you i don't know what i would do it just would be a sad day but god forbid that happens .. i love you so much and happy anniversary .

" we have been thru so much and im in love you , so why let eighth grade love get away " - adrien

signed with love.

sierravon♥

"im glad im with you" - adrien

nothing even matters ...

" one day you will realize that you got something good infront of you ... "
" the day im gone will be the day you realize you messed up . "


- because at the end of the day , im the one who has to worry about me not anyone else ... im just feeling some type of way tonight pssh nothing even matters ..


sierravon♥

music music music ...

dear music ,

you don't know how much you mean to me , you are everything i live for besides GOD . music if it wasn't for you i wouldn't been able to make through my times of struggle like family issues , break ups , deaths etc.. music my love for you is unconditional sometimes when i talk about you i just wanna cry because its emotional for me because i love you like your my man or family .. its just very unexplainable . everytime i sing im thankful for you .. there is a song for every mood and wonderful beat to go along with it .. i've always been scared of someone leaving me but i know you would never let me down and there is no way you could hurt me ... just know music at the end of the day .. you are all i need to get me through the day because i know for a fact i couldn't survive in this world without you and GOD . i love you :)

signed music ,
sierraVON

just one of those days ...

its just one of those days , where i feel alone and just annoyed with everyone else because of the way im feelin .. i never knew how i could care so much about someone to the point i feel sick when they leave me ... and right now im so love sick its crazy i just can't wait until babe comes back because i just hate this feeling of him being so far away ... ugh i just find myself not being happy , i go out with my friends and all im doing is sitting there thinking i miss my babe .. trust me its no FUN feelin sappy not at all . well anyways today was kinda boring but yet interesting i hung out with my bestie carlinn we sang youtube songs all day it was kinda fun because i love singing lol . and then i went to the movies with my friends and saw despicable me for the second time -_- not feelin that because i wanted to see SALT . but it was way better than being in the house .. but i recently had someone i use to talk text me and told me they loved me and when we were together i waited for him to say it to me but when he said it to me he was DRUNK but drunk minds speak sober heart and he told me that i was his one true love and shit but i really don't believe him at all because he was always full of games , and no worries because i would never leave adrien for him .. but i just thought it was mad weird ... he shoulda thought about that a lil earlier , life goes on and i refuse to dwell on it .. im just ready for my man to come back , because it just one of those days im missin him .

signed by ,
sierraV O N

family family family ...

so this past weekend i was in williamsburg for a family reunion , and i was DREADING to go because im not really into all that kinda of stuff .. but this weekend wasn't as bad as i thought it was gonna be but it wasnt the best because the one the HOTEL sucks , no ac in the lobby and no phone service i was ready to die .. lol . but anyways some of my family was just ignorant and they just didn't rub me that right way if you know what i mean .. but all the other family members we had were mad chill and just easy to talk too were great i had a ball sitting there talking to all the elders learning about my heritage and all my ancestors it was very enlightening and you could just feel ALL the love in the room it just made everyone feel good . oh yeah there is one night where we just all stayed up and DANCED and partyed all night to old school music and new school but there was more old folks then there was children so i was kinda bored when night time came but its cool i just enjoying the fact i was around family .. so i know really understand why family is so important because we aren't here forever we are all promised death and i need to realize that FAMILY is always there for you when everyone isn't . but anyways outta this vacation some interesting things happened that i can't really speak about but it was just wild and oh yeah random but i also got two new pairs of vans they were needed trust me .. but anyways i just wanted to update you guys because i've been slackin but i swear ima get back on it :)

signed with a smile ,
sierraV O N

saying goodbyess ....

so last night my boyfriend texted me and told me he was coming here today and leaving for grenada tomorrow .. man i was so devastated . so i went to bed all sad and mind you it was like 3am and i was just tossing and turning all night . but anyways i woke up and 8 this morning and wrote adrien a two page letter about everything that bothers me or things im not happy with and all the things that we could work on to make our relationship better . so i waited all day to see him i didn't go no where i just waited for that phone call that said im at my grandmas and you can come over now .. i finally got that call around 9 something and i went over there and he came outside and i just wanted to cry :( cause i knew he was leaving and i promised myself i wasn't gonna cry or and especially not infront of him . so we talked and stuff and he is gonna take me out to where ever i wanna go when he comes back from grenada .. im excited because i miss him already and he hasn't even left yet . but right when i was leaving we hugged for like 10 mins it feel like but i didn't even care cause i was just glad to be in his arms .. and i was telling him how much im gonna miss him it was kind of an emotional night for us .. lol we are so sensitive towards each other . but its okay cause he promised to call me and oovoo me while he is there thank goodness , so i won't go crazy without being able to talk to him . lol but i didn't give him the letter until i left and i told him to text me when he read and he texts me the sweetest things back , so im excited for what the future holds .. but at the end of the day saying goodbyess are the worst .

signed with love ,
sierraV O N

happy birthday to meeee !

i really wanna thank everyone that wished me a happy birthday , i really appreciate it yall showed me soo much love its crazy , my phone rang so much from 12 - until now and im still getting birthday calls but its okay im loving . i just feel so blessed that i made it to a full 17 years its amazing how GOD works and i know he has something good in store for me .. i got so much to look forward to in the near future . i just remember when i was younger how i just couldn't wait to be older and now that im getting older i wish i was a kid again playing barbies and not worrying about boys and being heartbroken .. but its apart of life no going backwards always going forward .. and how could i forget when i wanted to be grown like my sisters , dress like em and all that those were the good days .. we werent as close when we were younger but we SURE are super tight now , like we are inseperable i love my sisters they are my bestfriends and what is soo lovely they are even cooking me dinner tonight :) im kinda excited about that ... but once again THANK YOU EVERYONE , you guys really made me feel special today ♥ .




signed with a kiss ,
sierraV O N

hola !?

hello everyone , sierra von here . lol wow today was kinda chill didn't really do much but go to the mall & stuff my face with some wonderful chicfila .. but at the mall they were putting out these lil pillow pets thingys that i see on the commercials my niece started crying because she wanted one soo bad .. but oh well . anyways i came home and fell asleep until nine which is bad because now im not gonna be able to sleep tonight .. i need sleep because tomorrow is the day i enjoy myself and not sleep my life away .. lol but however it finally reached 12 and my bestfriend tatiana was the first to call me but my sisters were the first to run upstairs and hop on me and say HAPPY BIRTHDAY sierra lol it was lovely .. then my boyfriend texted me the sweetest thing .. " happy birthday baby I LOVE and i wish i was there with you " . awe that made my night .. but anyways i just wanna thank everyone who sent me birthday wishes and stuff . but ms . jahaan was the first to text me and i really appreciate it thanks .. but im gonna enjoy the rest of my night ... but here is another video .



signed with love ,
sierraV O N

unthinkable ...

today was actually a good day , even though i was kinda down cause i really miss my boyfriend boy i tell you long distance relationships sure are hard .. but i push myself everyday because i know why im in it .. im in love :) . but today was kinda chill i got dressed and went out to eat with my sister and her friends i got this HUGE burger and of course i finished because ima fat girl on the inside lol . we all had a lil girl talk at the table which are always fun no doubt about that .. but oh yeah my mommy went outta town today awwe i kinda miss her but not that yelling .. and now that my mommy is gone my sisters think they can DIRTY up the house no bueno .. im MOMMY#2 and i can't stand to be in a dirty house . lol but um i really think i have a problem i can't go to sleep early like 12 or 1 is just to early i don't hit the sheets until like 3 or 4 then i don't wake up until 12 or 1 in the afternoon i start to feel like im missin out on my day .. hopefully tomorrow will be filled with fun .. and oh yeah i wanna thank jahaan for giving me a birthday shout out in her blog & she became my new texting buddy :) she is topping the rest by far .. um i smell a new good frienship coming on .. lol but im gonna end this blog with some vids i did the other day out of boredom ... but i hope you like em !!






signed with ♥ ,
sierraV O N

bowling party ...

so last night , i celebrated my birthday early only because my mom was going outta town the next day and again this blog is for yesterday soo its not counting as todays blog .. lol if that made sense .. but anyways back to last night i had sooo much fun i really appreciated everyone they came and showed me a good time . its been a long time since i've been bowling and i lost at the game but it was okay because everyone was having fun and laughing at each other and in the beginning i kept getting gutter balls but it was okay cause i showed up for it at the end .. lol im really excited for my birthday to come on sunday it seems like its taking forever . haha oh well but after bowling me and some of my friends stayed the night at my bestie tatiana's house and we had some vistors my bestfriend KAINE and his friend jilil they are some cool niggas but they didn't leave until like 3am but it was cool cause we all stayed up late anyway .. i had a wonderful night and i would love to do it all over again :)

signed ,
sierraV O N

learn how to let go ...

stop holding on to the past people , learn how to let it go seriously ... i can't stand when people say they are OVER something and clearly they aren't cause if they were then they wouldn't talk about it ... they would just leave it alone . i mean i understand that its hard to let go of some things but sometimes in order to move forward in life you just need to DROP it . i don't care what kinda of situation it is friends , boyfriends , girlfriends , just regular life situations .. you needa learn how to let go ... it just really aggravates me when someone says " oh i don't care about it anymore , im over it ." then five minutes later they talkin about it again. people just kill me when they lie about stuff like that just get out of your past and move on to something else because clearly that person you had the situation with most likely moved on too . some people that can't move on and stuck on stupid have a hard time in relationships of any sort ... the point im trying to make is GET over something that has already gotten over you ! THANKS and have a nice day .

" the key to success is to move on from things that are holding you back " - s.von

signed with a smile ,
sierraV O N

time to forgive ....

i was the type of person that whenever you did something to hurt me and i just couldn't trust you anymore , i would just DROP you like it was nothing and i would be angry with you from the rest of the time you EXISTED which sounds soo evil but its like when you walk over me & give me a legit reason to STRONGLY dislike you then just like i met you it will be easy for me to forget you , but i would still have this mean GRUDGE towards you . anyways the point im trying to make is that i've grown out of being a grudge holder because i realize its not healthy for me or the other person because some people just deserve a second chance .. i always put myself in another persons shoes just so i can see their point of view and even if they are still wrong , i just LEARNED to forgive them but doesn't mean we have to stay friends or being anything to each other but lets just end it on good terms you know .. i just wanna be a better person because i know i am not perfect and i know i can be extremely mean sometimes but its who i am & i expect to be forgiven for somethings i've done in the past to HURT people .. but to all my ex's that did all the dirty things you could possibly think of and not even just my ex's but my current boyfriend to .. i forgive you guys and all the fucked up shit you did to me , im finally releasing it because holding it in makes me feel incomplete like i haven't moved on with my life .. but ex's you guys made me realize everything i didn't want in a man and to my current boyfriend you have proved soo much to me that i have forgiven you and we have moved into a good chapter in our relationship .. and all my EX bestfriends i forgive you for treating me like crap when i was nothing but good to you guys & i finally put my foot down and i just didn't wanna be USED anymore .. to my haters i forgive you too for having so MUCH hate in your heart but its okay i'll pray for you guys ... and for all the girls that dated my ex's i forgive for hating me for no reason and for not even getting to know me before you snapped off because i use to date your man .. and girls who dated my current boyfriend some of you guys homewrecked and some of you i just ruined it for you guys by coming back into his life ... but i forgive you homewreckers , but im not gonna lie and say im sorry for taking him from yall but im pretty sure you would feel the same way if you were in my shoes but i hope you forgive me for messing up something that could of been a good long relationship .. its ALL about forgiveness here ....

"Forgiving doesn't always mean staying with a person, sometimes it means letting go."

signed with a forgiving heart ,
sierraV O N

phobias ...

Acrophobia- Fear of heights.
Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single.
Atelophobia- Fear of imperfection.
Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting.
Cacophobia- Fear of ugliness.
Demophobia- Fear of crowds. (Agoraphobia)
Galeophobia or Gatophobia- Fear of cats.
Gerascophobia- Fear of growing old.
Hadephobia- Fear of hell.
Hamartophobia- Fear of sinning.
Phasmophobia- Fear of ghosts.
Satanophobia- Fear of Satan.
Zelophobia- Fear of jealousy.
Entomophobia- Fear of bugs .
Malaxophobia- Fear of love .
Thanatophobia- Fear of death.

these are all my fears im guilty of , and im not afraid to admit it .

signed by
sierraV O N
" i am pathologically optimistic " .

complicated day !!

ahh so today was really really really hectic , everything about my day was going wrong ... i didn't hear from my boyfriend like all day and i was suppose to see him today and stuff but that didn't happened like we planned .. so i went out with my sister and my mom and they were giving me this lecture about how i need to start being more up front and instead of letting people walk all OVER me .. im tired of being nice to everyone and getting fucked over its just not right .. and im sick of being put in uncomfortable situations ... and certain people know what im talking about .. but anyways its like 9 something and i get a text from my boyfriend saying " Baby i have some bad news , im leaving tomorrow i just found out but ima be back on friday i wanna see you before i leave" - adrien hubby♥ man when i got that text message i was soo sad man , ugh i was like whaat i didn't even see him at all today .. so i had to find a ride to go see my boyfriend , thank god my friend tatiana was here at my house so she dropped me off at his grandmas house & she went to see her friend around the corner .. so me and adrien talked because believe ME we had alot to talk about .. we talked for like a GOOD 45 MINS about things that needed to be settled .. and then we just you know bonded for the rest of the time and finally he had to go inside and pack his clothes and stuff .. so he waited until my ride came and he HUGGED me for the LONGEST time ever !! he asked me if i am gonna miss him .. and i said "i always do " . then we kissed of course and he told me he is gonna miss me and tried to leave but he grabbed my arm & we hugged and kissed again .. i swear as many people that told me me and him should break up or he isn't good for me but if they only knew him like i knew then they would REALLY understand our relationships we may argue and have these stupid lil fights but at the end of the day we know why we are in this relationship its because we love and each other & we decided to make this commitment and that we are gonna do my day may have started off complicated but it ended with someone i love dearly ... i promise this time we won't mess up i just can't LOSE him again :) im glad things are going right ♥

signed with confidence ,
sierraV O N

making up ...

ahh so i didn't get to blog yesterday , so ima gonna use this as saturdays blog so don't mind the date .. lol . anyways yesterday i hung out with my boyfriend my mom went to go get him since i haven't seen him since monday .. at first i was mad at him soo i just had an attitude the whole time & then later we came to my house and we played on the wii and he is so competitive because he would get all worked up whenever i was winning , smh . and he cheated on one of the games by getting front of me and tryna knock the wii controller outta my hand -_- aha that made me mad . then i cooked him some food his FAT tail . anyways we had a talk and we settle our differences which is always good . but then he has to leave again , and i find myself always getting upset ugh i just hate when he has to go .. thats all ugh there i go being sensitive but he was right up the street in my sisters neighborhood . anyways we dropped him off then my mom took me to chipotle , mm it was good . then i went to my sisters house to help her clean up & i saw my boyfriend outside with a WHOLE bunch of people but i just kept it moving ... why ? i don't know . then next thing you know cops pull up and everyone ran .. lol who cares and my friend troy came runnin to my sisters house and i was outside with him until 2 because he was scared to go back out and see if the police were gone .. smh him and his friend LJ . but whatever my night was kinda interesting .. im just not really happy as i should be i feel like im being let down and i don't know exactly what it is ... but whatever im just making up for saturday ...


signed with love ,
sierraV O N

positive day ....

so last night i cried myself to sleep , then i woke up today with my eyes lookin SO puffy .. i had to wear sunglasses to hide them but the thing is i didn't wanna get outta bed today but i decided that im not gonna waste my day & be sad all day .. so i got up & went to my sisters and she made me breakfast :) it was lovely , my niece & nephew just bring me soo much joy that i have to smile and be happy around them ... anyways i went over my bestfriend carlinn's house and i saw her and my other bestie gina , oh how i love those girls i told them about my situation and they always make jokes outta everything too so that made me laugh .. but they really helped me . my other best friend tatiana called me and checked up on me to see how i was feelin & gave me some good words that made me feel good also ... so that made me FEEL how whole lot better . after my mom decided she wanted to take me out to dinner because she knew i was feelin down last night & she wanted to have a talk with me she took me to my favorite restaurant so i was pleased . but she told me that she would support me in ANY decision that i make and not judge me for it .. but i just need to make the right choice for me & i love my mommy for that she is an amazing woman .. but my day was really positive NO more tears came out today , i was actually all smiles today and i wouldn't have it any other way .. because the more i think about the situation the more DEPRESSED i will get .. i prayed to GOD last night so i know the decision im gonna make is RIGHT . i really don't care what anyone else has to say about it because at the end of the day its my life , not anyone elses . i want to thank everyone that was giving me words of encouragement last night if though you didn't even know my situation you still sent me positive energy thanks mom , my sisters , bruce , tatiana , and jahaan . you guys are amazing and i appreciate you ! but if anything i wanna thank gina because she gave me this quote that im just gonna live by because it means sooo much to me . "Truth is , everybody is going to hurt you ; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for ." - Bob Marley its crazy how words can just mean so much . but im really glad today was a better day for me , and im hoping things that were planned for tomorrow go well , lets have another positive day sierra ...

signed with a smile ,
sierraV O N

sometimes you gotta make things right , even if it hurts ...

im feelin soo down right now , words couldn't even explain how im feelin right now .. i just would never wish what im feelin on ANYBODY . i wish i could tell the whole world whats going on but i can't it just wouldn't be right .. i just know that whatever im feelin i can't let it go and i know i need too but its got some kinda hold on me & i just can't shake it at all ... i've been CRYING all night and i can't explain to anybody whats wrong & i just can't put things together because im soo confused . everyone is tellin me their opinion and its NOT what i wanna hear at all .. i don't have the guts to do what they want .. mind is telling me one thing and my heart is doing another . i just don't wanna suffer no more or being in this pain that im in right now ... i just feel like my world is crumbling just everything is ENDING right in front of me . i didn't eat anything all day just don't have appetite to eat . i just know that i need to be happy because this isn't like me at all .. i don't CRY , ugh i just want whatever this is TO GO AWAY !! i just need everything to go BACK to normal because i just can't seem to make things right , because i know its gonna hurt .....

signed with tears ,
sierraV O N

perfectly unperfect ...

tonight has been a learning experience , i've learned that you can't always be up to everyones standards .. and you can't let certain people get to you . see me im the type of person that always wants to stay positive keep people happy & that i get so blinded that i don't know when someone is using me ... but today i noticed who truly cares about my feelings & my well being .. and after what happened tonight i just can't believe i was so blind & didn't notice that people i care soo much about probably don't really care as much as i do . anyways ONE thing im not about is listening to that he say she say stuff , always wanna go to the source .. so before i even blow up about it i wanna get to the bottom of it ... and tonight was the perfect example .. this blog is all over the place but i don't care because its whats on my mind . i just hate when people get into my personal life about who im dating and whats going on with us or even try to break us up .. some people just can't stand to see me HAPPY ... it sucks . let me tell you something about me i have flaws ... im insecure , sensitive , stubborn , sometimes i feel ugly , the list can go .. im perfectly unperfect and im okay with that because if i was perfect i wouldn't be HUMAN .

sign with love ,
sierraV O N

brain dead ...

so i titled my blog brain dead , because i really couldn't think of a title today ...so im brain dead because im runnin out of ideas but today was quite interesting i got my nails and feet done with my bestfriend tatiana easley :) it was nice we had our lil girl talk .. i didn't see my babe today because he got in trouble the night before but its okay there is always tomorrow . i also saw TOY story 3 for the second time but in 3D and there was only 6 people in the theatre but we ended up leaving early .. its okay though . so tonight im staying at my friends house its better then being home ...anyways i think the real reason i named this blog brain dead because i made a deal with myself that i will stop overthinking everything , because i believe that is the ROOT of all problems in friendships , relationships , etc . however today i had a really good friend text me and she says "how do you and adrien do it " because she is having problems with her boyfriend and this is the FIRST time i actually didn't know what to say which is so weird .. and another one of my friends was like "you and him are like perfect" and i still didn't know what to say but thank you but we are far from perfect .. but she went into more details and she goes yall are doing long distance , yall communicate , yall always find and make time to see each other .. i just turned away and smile because if they only the things we went through to get where we are now ... but yeah i have no complaints about being brain dead because this mean i'm actually focusing on me and what i have to do to make a better person and worrying about what others have to say about me & mines .. soo i've officially announced that i'm BRAIN DEAD but in a good way .

signed with courage,
sierraV O N

me & you time ?

lately i've been having alot of time to think , and im tired of being tired ... and i don't know why lately i've been feelin soo sensitive like everything & i mean every little thing has been getting to me... im sick of trying to spend with my boyfriend & his friends are always there with him ... maybe im being selfish because i just want it to be me and him.. then whenever my boyfriend leaves i find myself getting all sad & wanting to cry .. me i hate CRYING for what its pointless sometimes , i just hate when he leaves and he always has to remind me that he is coming back , but i want it to BE WITHOUT his friends . ugh i probably sound like a total bitch .. but at this moment in time i just DON'T really care .. but im not gonna even lie i just need to be grateful that he is here & i am seeing him like everyday but i don't know i just want ME TIME . just sierra & adrien i don't think that is too much to ask at all ... ahh whatever im just real sappy right now , i be having too much time on my hands so i just be thinking about everything , too much stuff . lol sometimes i gotta stuff myself cause it can't get alil outta hand and then i get in my feelings . don't get me wrong guys i am HAPPY and i don't really have any complaints but that and every couple has problems NO couple is perfect if they said they were then they lied .. cause that is just impossible .. but to be honest all the things i've been through i wouldn't wanna go through it with anyone ELSE i swear . cause he makes me happy & i just can't imagine anyone else in his place .. but all im asking for is just a lil me & you time ? just me & adrien nobody else or no interruptions .

signed with love ,
sierraV O N

happy 4th of JULY !

me&my sister kayla ♥

me :)

he was making me mad .

kisses♥



omg today was wild it started off bad again , OH MY GOSH ... thanks to my boyfriend lol he always know how to set it off . lol but we good . so i went another cookout but i didn't eat because i didn't have appetite which is so WEIRD . then after the cookout i went to mt.trashmore , that was crazy ... i was lookin for my BOYFRIEND like half of the time .. then i finally found him & he greedy tail was in the funnel cake line & so we watched the fireworks from there but it was still nice , he always knows the right words to say so i won't be mad at him anymore .. i love this boy . but today he was on some stuff kept tryna play fight with me a stuff , he hits be no joke lol ... but i really did enjoy spending time with him because its not very often that i see him . man after leaving mt.trashmore man there was MAD traffic adrien and kraig were wildin out in the car shiiit was crazy ... i didn't take as much pictures with him because things didn't GO as planned . so maybe tomorrow we will take more pics .. if he don't act retarded . lol i wanna give a shoutout to my friend carlinn , girl i love you and everything is gonna be cool cause im your bestfriend and your the GREATEST . but i hope everyone had a good 4th of july because I KNOW I DID ! :) sooo again HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY everyone !!

signed with red white and blue ,
sierraV O N

well well well

today started off bad , because i was just being a brat .. and then the night ended WONDERFUL . well i went to a cookout man the food was good & i got my toes painted yay me ! LOL then my babe calls & tells me he is at my house .. so i had to leave the cookout & go see him even though i was mad at him because he wanted hang with his friends ALL day & i didn't see him until tonight but its all good .. but we were at my house for two minutes & then we RODE around with some friends ahh they are wild but i love them .. then we got my BESTFRIEND kraig which is also adrien's bestfriend then we all came back to my house & we stayed in the game room & kraig and adrien played pool but my baby lost .. too funny . now this when things really started to get hilarious when kraig & adrien when in my backyard and got HIGH smh @ them ..but kraig was wildin out he was LIKE omg my heart is beating so fast then he lays his head down & hops and said someone splash water on ME please & then said wake me up about 10 times .. I WAS too weak & then i had this nigga pray with me cause he was wildin out ... i was laughin soo hard . & my babe was laughin at EVERYTHING i swear tonight was crazy ... then everyone left & my boyfriend was going crazy lookin around n shit & then we finally kissed goodnight :) lovely . but tomorrow is gonna be good he promised to spend the whole day with me & we are gonna go see FIREWORKS♥ im really excited tonight was the greatest :)

signed with happiness ,
sierraV O N

eclipse !

well today i saw eclipse man it was SOOO good , like i wanna go see it again like it was soo intense that i was on the edge of my seat the WHOLE time it was crazy .. i kinda have a crush on emmit now he is so adorable but im still #teamjacob because he was super funny in the movie ... but i know him and bella will never be together cause she is MADLY in love with edward that like me having to choose adrien over one of my old past ex's that i was in strong liking with .. i would definitely choose adrien . but anyways JAHAAN promised to get me a vampire with green and hazel eyes he is gonna be my side jank , so im holding her too that cause a vampire as a boyfriend is WAYY too sexy , lol . but today was a good day even though i didn't see my babe its okay cause i will see him tomorrow . but on my way to the movies there was a freaking cricket on my leg & i almost had a heart attack because i have a real bad phobia when it comes to bugs , but it was like hoppin in the car like everywhere to the CEILING AND THEN ground the chairs i almost HOPPED OUT THE MOVING CAR . never again man too wild for me .. I HATE BUGS ! eww . well thats all folksss ..

signed by ,
sierraV O N

spending time ....

i never really realize how time flys its gonna be almost 5 years since i've been with this one boy , and every time i see him i find something different about him that makes me love him even more & its like a never fading connection . so today my man came into town VA of course and he is gonna be here awhile until he leaves for Grenada then he comes back here again .. but tonight was beautiful even though we didn't do much but stuff our faces & watch shutter land which i mind you HE fell asleep ohh i was soo mad but its okay i understand he had a long drive and he was tired i was just glad to CUDDLE with him ...lifes good but time was flying by sooo fast and the next thing you know he has to go home :( boy oh boy i didn't want him to leave but its nothing like a goodbye kiss .. but its okay cause i will be spending as much time with him as i possible can . i missed him so much , you know what they say distance makes the heart grow fonder & i truly believe that because when i saw him , i JUST fell in love all over again i know that may sound cheesy but it wasn't it was OH SO real . im just really happy tonight nothing could ruin my mood , haha its so funny how we act just alike we are both weird & joke around too much :) to the point where we get mad at each other then two seconds later , its back to holding hands ... man i could go on and on about what happened tonight but im not im just gonna let you guys wonder .... hmm i love spending time with my boyfriend .

signed with my heart ,
sierraV O Nguillaume