lately i've been having alot of time to think , and im tired of being tired ... and i don't know why lately i've been feelin soo sensitive like everything & i mean every little thing has been getting to me... im sick of trying to spend with my boyfriend & his friends are always there with him ... maybe im being selfish because i just want it to be me and him.. then whenever my boyfriend leaves i find myself getting all sad & wanting to cry .. me i hate CRYING for what its pointless sometimes , i just hate when he leaves and he always has to remind me that he is coming back , but i want it to BE WITHOUT his friends . ugh i probably sound like a total bitch .. but at this moment in time i just DON'T really care .. but im not gonna even lie i just need to be grateful that he is here & i am seeing him like everyday but i don't know i just want ME TIME . just sierra & adrien i don't think that is too much to ask at all ... ahh whatever im just real sappy right now , i be having too much time on my hands so i just be thinking about everything , too much stuff . lol sometimes i gotta stuff myself cause it can't get alil outta hand and then i get in my feelings . don't get me wrong guys i am HAPPY and i don't really have any complaints but that and every couple has problems NO couple is perfect if they said they were then they lied .. cause that is just impossible .. but to be honest all the things i've been through i wouldn't wanna go through it with anyone ELSE i swear . cause he makes me happy & i just can't imagine anyone else in his place .. but all im asking for is just a lil me & you time ? just me & adrien nobody else or no interruptions .
signed with love ,
sierraV O N
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