positive day ....

so last night i cried myself to sleep , then i woke up today with my eyes lookin SO puffy .. i had to wear sunglasses to hide them but the thing is i didn't wanna get outta bed today but i decided that im not gonna waste my day & be sad all day .. so i got up & went to my sisters and she made me breakfast :) it was lovely , my niece & nephew just bring me soo much joy that i have to smile and be happy around them ... anyways i went over my bestfriend carlinn's house and i saw her and my other bestie gina , oh how i love those girls i told them about my situation and they always make jokes outta everything too so that made me laugh .. but they really helped me . my other best friend tatiana called me and checked up on me to see how i was feelin & gave me some good words that made me feel good also ... so that made me FEEL how whole lot better . after my mom decided she wanted to take me out to dinner because she knew i was feelin down last night & she wanted to have a talk with me she took me to my favorite restaurant so i was pleased . but she told me that she would support me in ANY decision that i make and not judge me for it .. but i just need to make the right choice for me & i love my mommy for that she is an amazing woman .. but my day was really positive NO more tears came out today , i was actually all smiles today and i wouldn't have it any other way .. because the more i think about the situation the more DEPRESSED i will get .. i prayed to GOD last night so i know the decision im gonna make is RIGHT . i really don't care what anyone else has to say about it because at the end of the day its my life , not anyone elses . i want to thank everyone that was giving me words of encouragement last night if though you didn't even know my situation you still sent me positive energy thanks mom , my sisters , bruce , tatiana , and jahaan . you guys are amazing and i appreciate you ! but if anything i wanna thank gina because she gave me this quote that im just gonna live by because it means sooo much to me . "Truth is , everybody is going to hurt you ; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for ." - Bob Marley its crazy how words can just mean so much . but im really glad today was a better day for me , and im hoping things that were planned for tomorrow go well , lets have another positive day sierra ...

signed with a smile ,
sierraV O N