im feelin soo down right now , words couldn't even explain how im feelin right now .. i just would never wish what im feelin on ANYBODY . i wish i could tell the whole world whats going on but i can't it just wouldn't be right .. i just know that whatever im feelin i can't let it go and i know i need too but its got some kinda hold on me & i just can't shake it at all ... i've been CRYING all night and i can't explain to anybody whats wrong & i just can't put things together because im soo confused . everyone is tellin me their opinion and its NOT what i wanna hear at all .. i don't have the guts to do what they want .. mind is telling me one thing and my heart is doing another . i just don't wanna suffer no more or being in this pain that im in right now ... i just feel like my world is crumbling just everything is ENDING right in front of me . i didn't eat anything all day just don't have appetite to eat . i just know that i need to be happy because this isn't like me at all .. i don't CRY , ugh i just want whatever this is TO GO AWAY !! i just need everything to go BACK to normal because i just can't seem to make things right , because i know its gonna hurt .....
signed with tears ,
sierraV O N
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