time to forgive ....

i was the type of person that whenever you did something to hurt me and i just couldn't trust you anymore , i would just DROP you like it was nothing and i would be angry with you from the rest of the time you EXISTED which sounds soo evil but its like when you walk over me & give me a legit reason to STRONGLY dislike you then just like i met you it will be easy for me to forget you , but i would still have this mean GRUDGE towards you . anyways the point im trying to make is that i've grown out of being a grudge holder because i realize its not healthy for me or the other person because some people just deserve a second chance .. i always put myself in another persons shoes just so i can see their point of view and even if they are still wrong , i just LEARNED to forgive them but doesn't mean we have to stay friends or being anything to each other but lets just end it on good terms you know .. i just wanna be a better person because i know i am not perfect and i know i can be extremely mean sometimes but its who i am & i expect to be forgiven for somethings i've done in the past to HURT people .. but to all my ex's that did all the dirty things you could possibly think of and not even just my ex's but my current boyfriend to .. i forgive you guys and all the fucked up shit you did to me , im finally releasing it because holding it in makes me feel incomplete like i haven't moved on with my life .. but ex's you guys made me realize everything i didn't want in a man and to my current boyfriend you have proved soo much to me that i have forgiven you and we have moved into a good chapter in our relationship .. and all my EX bestfriends i forgive you for treating me like crap when i was nothing but good to you guys & i finally put my foot down and i just didn't wanna be USED anymore .. to my haters i forgive you too for having so MUCH hate in your heart but its okay i'll pray for you guys ... and for all the girls that dated my ex's i forgive for hating me for no reason and for not even getting to know me before you snapped off because i use to date your man .. and girls who dated my current boyfriend some of you guys homewrecked and some of you i just ruined it for you guys by coming back into his life ... but i forgive you homewreckers , but im not gonna lie and say im sorry for taking him from yall but im pretty sure you would feel the same way if you were in my shoes but i hope you forgive me for messing up something that could of been a good long relationship .. its ALL about forgiveness here ....

"Forgiving doesn't always mean staying with a person, sometimes it means letting go."

signed with a forgiving heart ,
sierraV O N