complicated day !!

ahh so today was really really really hectic , everything about my day was going wrong ... i didn't hear from my boyfriend like all day and i was suppose to see him today and stuff but that didn't happened like we planned .. so i went out with my sister and my mom and they were giving me this lecture about how i need to start being more up front and instead of letting people walk all OVER me .. im tired of being nice to everyone and getting fucked over its just not right .. and im sick of being put in uncomfortable situations ... and certain people know what im talking about .. but anyways its like 9 something and i get a text from my boyfriend saying " Baby i have some bad news , im leaving tomorrow i just found out but ima be back on friday i wanna see you before i leave" - adrien hubby♥ man when i got that text message i was soo sad man , ugh i was like whaat i didn't even see him at all today .. so i had to find a ride to go see my boyfriend , thank god my friend tatiana was here at my house so she dropped me off at his grandmas house & she went to see her friend around the corner .. so me and adrien talked because believe ME we had alot to talk about .. we talked for like a GOOD 45 MINS about things that needed to be settled .. and then we just you know bonded for the rest of the time and finally he had to go inside and pack his clothes and stuff .. so he waited until my ride came and he HUGGED me for the LONGEST time ever !! he asked me if i am gonna miss him .. and i said "i always do " . then we kissed of course and he told me he is gonna miss me and tried to leave but he grabbed my arm & we hugged and kissed again .. i swear as many people that told me me and him should break up or he isn't good for me but if they only knew him like i knew then they would REALLY understand our relationships we may argue and have these stupid lil fights but at the end of the day we know why we are in this relationship its because we love and each other & we decided to make this commitment and that we are gonna do my day may have started off complicated but it ended with someone i love dearly ... i promise this time we won't mess up i just can't LOSE him again :) im glad things are going right ♥

signed with confidence ,
sierraV O N