so last night my boyfriend texted me and told me he was coming here today and leaving for grenada tomorrow .. man i was so devastated . so i went to bed all sad and mind you it was like 3am and i was just tossing and turning all night . but anyways i woke up and 8 this morning and wrote adrien a two page letter about everything that bothers me or things im not happy with and all the things that we could work on to make our relationship better . so i waited all day to see him i didn't go no where i just waited for that phone call that said im at my grandmas and you can come over now .. i finally got that call around 9 something and i went over there and he came outside and i just wanted to cry :( cause i knew he was leaving and i promised myself i wasn't gonna cry or and especially not infront of him . so we talked and stuff and he is gonna take me out to where ever i wanna go when he comes back from grenada .. im excited because i miss him already and he hasn't even left yet . but right when i was leaving we hugged for like 10 mins it feel like but i didn't even care cause i was just glad to be in his arms .. and i was telling him how much im gonna miss him it was kind of an emotional night for us .. lol we are so sensitive towards each other . but its okay cause he promised to call me and oovoo me while he is there thank goodness , so i won't go crazy without being able to talk to him . lol but i didn't give him the letter until i left and i told him to text me when he read and he texts me the sweetest things back , so im excited for what the future holds .. but at the end of the day saying goodbyess are the worst .
signed with love ,
sierraV O N
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