im sitting here wondering about past relationships that i've had & my boyfriends had ...i know i shouldn't but lately getting to know & reading jahaan's blog makes me wonder what did he do take me her feel the way she does ... because i know what he did to me to make me feel the way i did months ago . there is soo many things i could lay out on the table if you guys knew ... you would be LIKE OMG why are you even with this dude ... but i never question it because i don't need too im in love with him ... and relationships after him never worked because i always compared them to him .. WHY CAN'T YOU love me like he did , or kiss me like he did , or sweet talk me like he did... WHY AREN'T JUST LIKE HIM !! and then the guys would leave because any guy would hate to be compared to another guy ... thats when things start to fall apart and i would run back to my first love & here we are today together but the times he wasn't with me what did he do to these girls ... that made them feel the way they do , i know i shouldn't wonder because its none of my business but its just something on my mind ... wow these past relationshipss on my mind but im stickin with this one i got now til the end ...
signed with a kiss ,
s.von
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