man , im really down tonight ... from everything that happened last night . i CRIED ALLL night long woke up w/ my eyes puffy as crap .. but i wanna cry now but im tryna be strong and forget about what happened last night .. after stuff like that i feel like my boyfriend is slippin away from me & i don't want him too , i need him to stick by my side & stay with me forever . .. i just want things to go back to normal & i had no worries . i always spoke highly of him .. and all that good stuff .. i hate the fact that i LOVE hard and its hard for me to let go of things .. idk i just hope things get better because i hate feeling this way ... its like i wanna be happy & i want him to be SWEET to me again ..... UGH i HATE THAT IM SOOO FREAKIN SENSITIVE . : ( FML ..
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