Sunday, August 30, 2009

new outlook ...


i have a new attitude about things in life ; on this vacation i had a lot of time to think things over ... and i realize you can learn from everything that happens to you in life ... i feel so much better about myself & different things have been brought to the light . like i refuse to get upset over small things because life is too short ; and im starting to think alot wiser than before ... everyone knows me as the shy & sensitive girl but not anymore ; im over this WHOLE being label crap ... im not gonna stress over some boy ; and sit here and cry cause they messed up not gonna happen cause i know i'll find someone better ... you leave me you won't see me sad . im focus because im ready to go somewhere in life ... because i have a dream of becoming someone EVERYONE knows ... i refuse to let someone set me back from my dreams .. there is alot of people out there who HURT me and did me DIRTY .. but just remember karma sucks and everything you did to me will definitely come back to you ... im no longer holding my tongue in different situations ; im gonna speak my mind and say how i feel because im sick over being overwhelmed and letting things build up cause it only stresses me out & make matters worst ... yes im single i plan on staying that way for awhile cause im tired of getting the same guys who treat me the same way ; either cheat lie or just act like the never met me or cared about me and i refuse to keep putting myself in that position cause its not fair to endure pain that i can prevent .... so there im doin' me and forgetting all the guys that played me or just did stupid ish ... im over it and im living my life the way i want to cause im HAPPY & i haven't felt this good in a long time ... that vacation helped me alot ... and im glad i see everything different now i may have few stumbles but i know i can get back up and start again ....


- s.von .
"when bad things happen ; good things fall into place ."

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