so im sitting here , listening to john mayer ... man this guy makes me think i swear i love the song gravity ... when i become famous i wanna do a song with him so bad ... but anyways .. there is just some things on my mind ; that i gotta talk about ...well im happy for starters but there are just some days where i feel like i can't please NO one or keep them satisfied and makes me up upset , like things change everyday and i hate it ... because it makes me FEEl distance which isn't good at all ... i just wanna be close and held tight .. but JUST don't let me go ! then there's days where i feel just wonderful cause i just left your arms and then i feel like everything is FINE and nothing can go wrong until i piss you off ... which is never good .. i don't know why i keep thing bottled up cause it just makes me sad or uncomfortable ..but whatever if had one chance to say EVERYTHING with your back turned and your eyes closed i'll feel better without seeing your reaction , there is times where im scared of what people think but WHATEVER im far from perfect .. just i don't know im complicated and so are you .. but i just want things to go my way and live in a fairytale cause my LOVE life would be amazing as if it isn't already ...cause i met you ..but you definitely have those moments where you make me feel like crap ; but you do things to make me want you EVEN more ... boy oh boy maybe i'll keep the rest to myself .. and when i write things i don't like them to brought to my attention just let me do what i do & if you read then you read it just don't tell me ... im shy , stubborn , sensitive , and caring ... my mind is beautiful you gotta learn how to read me and then you'll understand me .
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