12:00am and im sitting in bed listening to music ; and man my mind is all over the place ; i don't even know whats wrong with me like im sitting here thinking about dumb stuff and overthinking things ; geez why can't i stop & its getting soo bad to the point where it's messing up my mood .. and i can't talk to nobody about it cause NO one really understands or if i do ; i just keep getting the same answer and its really annoying ... i wanna hear something different but i want it to be the answer i wanna hear .. anyways , everything i write up here it just apart of how i feel no one will really knows the truth ; like i said i keep things bottled in i know it isn't good but its whateverrr . lately ive been sensitive to certain thingss ; my heart isn't strong enough to get played or lied to ... i just rather people be straight up with me so i wouldnt feel like i wasted my time or regret anything ... but idk im just talkin right now ; im just right now for NO reason ... im emotional people don't believe me but its the truth i just don't show it but i am .... i just hate that about myself ... ugh whatever ; im out im talkin crazy right now ..
- s.von .
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