i gotta stop living in this FANTASY world ... cause i know everything is not gonna go my way ... yeah i just wish life was a fairytale so then everyone could have happy endings ... but guess what ? life doesn't work that way because it comes with trials and tributlations . which really suckss cause then comes all the pain in struggle .. but then agian if we didn't have all those things then we wouldnt be able to learn from our mistakes ..cause believe me i've made alot mistakes in my past and i've learned from them and it's only made me a better person ... besides life not being a fairytale ... i so WISH love was that wayyy then we wouldn't have the LIARS . PLAYERS . CHEATERS . HOMEWRECKERS . then the love life would be oh so simple and the girls and guys could keep the ones that they are in love with .. off topic.. so last night i was singing in the studio and i had to sing SO GONE by monica and like i wasn't getting the full emotions of things .. so they told me to think of my love one cheating on me && trust he has pretty much done that alot in the past ... so i just closed my eyes and thought about all the hurt and the pain he caused me and the song CAME out beautifully done .. it was hard cause i almost started to cryyy ... me im just sooo freaking sensitive haha it's terrible .. but whatever that was a true learning experience . but idk hopefully things in my love life will get better and we can grow and become stronger in our relationship as well as a couple .. but who knows i have faith in it but i can't predict the future only GOD can .. as you can see i am NOT GOD . but i hope for the best in my future .. anyways im done ... just felt like saying what was on my mind ... =]
- s.von .
"love cannot exist in the individual who cannot be jealous"
"love is reinforced by jealousy"
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