NEXT STEP ?

blah ; i feel so impatient ... im so ready for the next level man ; im tired of being single !!! not saying im not satisfied now ; it just seems like he isn't on the same page im on ; like he doesn't really care what we are ... i just don't know what we are and im TIRED of not knowing and it's killing me ; gosh idk maybe im just wanting things too soon .. honestly we do have alot to work on such as TRUST ISSUES =/ .. cause thats the first thing you should have in a relationship TRUST && HONESTY ! thats the truth .. and on top of that he has wayyyy too many groupies for me i feel like sometimes i have to fight for his attention and it's really frustrated cause i want him all to mySELF . i don't like him talkin to other girls or none of that mann i'm just STINGY . i don't really consider that jealousy ; honestly love isn't love without a lil bit of jealousy .. feel me ? but everyone has their own opinions so whatever ... but yeah i just want a FREAKIN boyfriend ... i just wish he would hurry up and pop the dang question ... lmao i sound like we are getting married or something .. but my goodness just hurry up already .. im just sick of being single it's starting to GET old now ... haha yes summer is coming up but i don't wanna be single during the summertime cause i wanna have my significant other on my arm going to the beach and ish ... i sound like i wanna fairytale thats not gonna happen but whatever ... im outtie

so tired of playing love roller coaster .

- s.von .