well i no longer talk to adrien ; he officially played me like it was nothing ... this whole RELATIONSHIP was a joke to him . i fell for all this BS . i feel stupid cause i've took him back more than once and im just like how stupid can i be ; he so called changed but you call getting a UGLY girlfriend ... changing and then still try to talk to me when he has a girlfriend since april 30th and im just now finding out about it yesterday ...some BULLshxt . ugh i hate boys and i hate girls cause she one more time to look at me funny ... but it sucks cause ima gonna miss talking to him and what not but he messed me over and there is no wayy im gonna keep coming back to that .. why does love hurt so much ? but whatever i probably really just miss the thought of us NOT him .. cause he was a PLAYER . big TIME . i just wasted like almost 3yrs of my life cause all this crap was based on a lie .. they only way i could make myself feel good is if i BLOCKED HIM from him myspace and delete his number outta my phone .. i have been this hurt or felt betrayed in a LONG LONG time .. i know i will get better cause GOD has someone out there for me who will treat me right ... and on top of that he downgraded big time cause chick ain't got no hair or anything but whatever .... i just hope everything gets better for me ; i just wish he cared ... life goes on and you live and you learn .
- he never really loved me ... =/
- s.von
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