have you ever felt like you gave your all too someone and it's never satisfying to them ... idk it's just like i wanna be everything someone needs so their is no complaints about anything . and then when you LOVE someone you just wanna be everything they want in a person ; so they won't EVER leave you . cause im scared of losing someone that i love so DEEPLY . call me crazy but i know there is someone out there who feels the same as me ... BUT it's like whenever i do or say something it's NEVER right . I JUST WANNA be perfect for them . idk it's like im so LOST in LOVE ; that it freaks me out ...im just very sensitive to certain things and certain people . people ask me all the time have you ever been in love ; and aren't you too young to know what love is ... I GET so annoyed by that . YES I KNOW what love is cause im in love now and no matter how hard i try to get over this person and NOT think about this person . ITS MENTALLY impossible .. idk why i always feel like im never good enough.. and i don't feel like the ONLY girl in this guys life .. i feel like there is A MILLION others on the side .. whatever though ; cause hopefully he will realize that my heart is in his HANDS ... if he breaks it then idk what im gonna do .. but im gonna leave it at the that for now ; just had to get this off my chest ..
you live and you learn .. and you truly only love once . THATs what i believe .
s.von .
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