man when we started talking again ; everything was going GREAT like nothing could break us apart again ... and it's like when it's the middle of our relationship things get different like we ain't the same people we just always on different pages and when something doesn't go your way it's like we just stop talking as much and boyyy lemme tell you I HATE NOT TALKING TO YOU ! cause it's like when you love someone you don't ever wanna go a day with out talking them cause they are always on your mind like no matter how much you don't want them to be ... they ARE ! but yeah it's crazy cause i would give anything in the world to be with him FOREVER . ha call me crazy but it's just how i feel ... i know he was put in my life for a reason and im not letting go this time . if we could hang on to eachother almost 3yrs off and on then we can make it through thick and thin ... i don't know maybe im just over reacting thinking about things way too much and getting worked up over nothing ... im just tired of feeling like i never satisfy him cause it hurts me ...cause i just wanna be perfect for him ; so he won't have to go to someone else to get it . you know i don't know man love is the most complicated thing ever .. i don't think i'll ever get the full grasp of how things work ya know ? i pray that things will get better .. idk everyday gets harder because people are gonna run there mouths and talk crap and saying how your no GOOD . and blah blah if you aren't no good then i rather learn for myself ... but so far you have been honest with me but right now i don't know what the deal is ... things always get worse before they get better ... and i sure hope it gets better .. well im out .
love is such a dangerous GAME !
s.von .
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