long distance relationship ....

" i can handle my long distance relationship , i just wish he lived here " .

- sierravon

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this week has been ughh , im just not really feelin it at all .. i am not happy and i know why im not happy but im just not doing anything about because if i do something about it nothing will change .. like right now it seems like certain things are fallin apart and usually im the one to pick up the pieces i'm tired of being the one to fix things when i see that things aren't going right like why can't you help me and try to make things right also ... man i just feel sooo alone and its just not FAIR i shouldn't feel this way at all .. it seems like people just don't care anymore about how i feel they just put everything aside . i don't know i just need attention i just want people to care more and i feel i put my effort into everything like i give 100% and i only get like 50% trust me its not a good feeling ... ugh i just wish people would understand . ugh i feel like having a melt down cause i feel like i have no one and its not a good feeling ... i just wish you cared more than you do cause i feel like i care more than you ..

sierravon.