well things have gotten a lil better since that crazy night ... but what happened is always gonna be in the back of my head . im trying to move past that but i know everything takes time . me and my boyfriend are doing pretty good .. i just wish we TALKED on the phone more cause im sick of the texting i just wanna hear his voice .. i don't know but im just glad me and him lasting this long its almost like 6 months now . which is great & i just feel that we could do better at things like SKYPE OR OOVOO more so we could see each other cause we NEVER talk forreal unless we are texting . I DON'T KNOW man but IM HAPPY don't get me wrong im happy that i have him , that we are together , and etc . im in love guys and i just can't shake that .. SO any problem me and him have that we have ... I WANNA FIX , I WANNA MAKE IT RIGHT . anything i can do to save our relationship and keep us together I WILL do . i might sound crazy i just don't wanna lose the best thing thats ever happen to me . i love him alot ... i really do ... but hopefully me and him will have a better connection & communication .
