hm ... not myself .

just not feeling like myself & i just feel like im missing a part of me .... im definitely incomplete .

heyyyy !

so updating this blog ; i just started school on tuesday .. my first day sucked and i ran into a guy i use to talk to .. it was awkward cause just when i thought i was over him i most definitely wasn't old feelings started to come back but i ignored him cause he just stopped talkin to me outta the blue during the summer which hurt alot but whateveerr .. & labor day weekend i went school shoppin in new york & my ex texted me or whatever the one that i hated SOOO MUCH . well we are friends now & its straight but i don't think ima go back to him ... cause i can't keep going back & getting hurt by him again & again ... so we are gonna remain friends as long as i'm concerned . but ehh so the second day school was way better than the first i loved my classes and the people in it . well i just wanted to update you guys since i haven't been up here in a minute ... well im glad i cleared up old drama with my ex & i just gotta work getting over the guy i use to talk to & just be friends with him i guess .. hopefully being friends will be enough for me ... hm

- s.von