MYSPACE NIGGA ; MET HIM LAST NIGHT !

okay so last night me and my girls went to go meet this boy i met off myspace but he goes to my church or whatever and we went to his cousin's house for his birthday get together man . It WAS the worst ; he barely spoke to me just kept texting me while we were in the same room and on top of that they were all playing truth or dare and he decides to kiss a GIRL in front of me . WHAT THE HECK . im like if you wanna make a first impression on the girl you talk to GOOD JOB bud . HAHA DUMMY . anyways then he texts me during the movie saying i hope you don't mind my two ex girlfriends are here ! IM LIKE WOAH ! why invite me somewhere knowing your to ex's are gonna be there ! DUMB MOVE . so you now this dude has been offically cut off . let him have that i just wanna be friends nothing MORE ! most definitely nothing more ; ughhh boys are so stupid sometimes . so yeah that was the worst NIGHT of the history of me hanging out with a guy.

people never change .

it's the truth ; never listen to someone who says that they have changed because in the long run they probably haven't changed at all . they always go back to there old ways and it makes me so mad because you them to change and be the way the use to when they weren't DIFFERENT . i know that sounds complicated to understand but anyone who knows what im talking about knows what i mean . and me i'm so gulliable i believe just about everything . i fall to fast for just about anything and when it doesn't go right i get upset cause im so freaking SENSITIVE . but who cares though . but anyway i just wish you could change people to a better person LIKE NO CHEATER LIARS PLAYERS FAKE ETC . all the bad things you could think of i wish it would go away . but remember you can't change people they have to want to change . HALF of the time they don't think they did anything wrong . but WHATEVER . im learning the hard way .

- s.von .

LEAH LABELLE !

ima huge fan && she is not even signed to a record company . but she is the best singer i've ever heard ; she makes me wana be just like her .. she is such a huge inspiration to young girls who wanna go out there and make there dreams come true . Leah's voice is so powerful&&amazing she can make any song sound good . GOD has truly blessed her cause not many are blessed with such a wonderful talent . yeah i sing but i take things for granted and ima start using my voice because i believe it will get me far in life . LEAH LABELLE your style is soo unique my favorite video is your most recent one i rather go blind ; im determined to learn that song but you make it sound soo much better than the ORIGINAL . yes i know your gonna have HATERS but they don't even matter cause they make you worker harder . so leah i look up to you when i get older and i wanna be just like you .

YOUR MY ROLE MODEL !

- s.von

LOVE !

man love is great sometimes ; but it comes with so many problems && consequences . i just hate when people say it and never mean it . the word love is so strong people just don't understand ; you can't just say it to any and everybody . and yes i have been in love before one time && and i haven't really found someone that im really in love with ya know . but I HATE when people just use because they think thats what you wanna hear ; and i hate when girls love they boyfriend when they have been dating for like a month or a week . that is so annoying . people just throw that love word around like its nothing at all , and it bothers me . when someone tells me they love i want it to be forreal && not just saying because they want to see a reaction ya know . definition of love =
A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.
Sexual passion.
Sexual intercourse.
A love affair.
An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.
A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.

well just don't say you love someone and don't mean it && don't say it just cause you and that person just broke up or yall dating for like a month . it's not cool well i had to get that off my chest .

I WANT SUMMER !

man , im so ready for summer man . im sick of this crazy weather and STUPID SCHOOL . i can't wait for long nights , parties , late night calls , BOYS AND MORE BOYS . haha =] im not really a winter person ; i love the heat . ha time to start hitting the gym to get bikini ready . ohh yeahh picture above was SUMMER 08 . i have a good feeling that SUMMER O9 is gonna be ALOT of fun ; and im READY !!! gosh i want summer soo bad . summer please hurry . i am telling you man im ready for the beach ; pool parties or whatever . i just know one thing im not GONNA have NO drama AT ALL ! so don't even think about bringin' it to me . but anyways summer is the time of year when everyone wants to be single ; but hey if i get a GUY over the summer then i get one . i ain't stressin nothing ; being single is FUN ! haha but now guys are being annoy messaging me on myspace like EVERYDAY && FRIEND REQUEST BACK TO BACK and message right after they just requested me saying the same crap . it so dumb to me like forreal .( has anyone ever told you how beautiful you are ) yes they have now leave me ALONE . haha but anyways summer please HURRY . i need you bad .




- s.von