second chances ?

i believe everyone deserves second chances , but when you have gave them alot of chances already you just don't know what to do anymore because your not prepared to get HURT again . so im kinda caught up in the mist of what to do at this point . because i wanna forgive this person for what they have done to hurt me SOOOO many times i can't even count on my hands this pain the person has caused me . but since i have such a big heart i willing to give it another try at friendship or maybe something more in the future but right im just gonna take things slow and be prepared to get hurt again it's to the point where im numb to everything and starting to just realize if this person doesn't change by now they never will . so like i said ima give it another try even though i done it MILLIONS OF TIMES before . people are gonna hate me for but it's my life and im ready for whatever this whole situation takes me bad or good , cause im not gonna let this whole relationship thing get the best of me . so i think ima try at second chances .

kinda missing something in my past ...... was he worth it ?

often thinking of the past ; but it was certain things in the past i knew wouldn't last . i feel like there is a piece of the puzzle missing cause this one person ain't there too fill it . maybe im just missing the thought of have someone there to fill the empty space ; but the memories are something that can't ever be erased until i find another to put a smile on my face , ugh im just kinda missing something in my past that didn't last .

*always gotta remember what i did was for the best ; because he never treated me right. im happy i left him alone but missing the thought of us but whatever life goes on and you live and you learn .

GIRLS , GIRLS , GIRLS !

girls are so funny to me man , thats exactly why i don't associate myself with too many of them . chillin with guys are my thing or just having alot of guy friends , because guys don't PMS as much as freaking girls do ! girls are freaking annoying all they do is GOSSIP and start DRAMA ! they all talk never do what they say they gonna do , this blog doesn't go to anyone specific but if you think it does then it's probably about you stupid . HAHA WOW . but anyways im not starting no DRAMA and im not in ANY DRAMA . because i could care less about any of you stupid girls . but whatever i got my own ish to worry about . haha but anyways if you didnt like this blog i really dont care because im sierra von && i run thangs .


byes .

CHRIS BROWN && RIHANNA .

okay everyone knows that ima a HUGE chris brown fan . ( kinda a feen ) but everyone keeps asking me how i feel about this whole situation ; so i decided to tell everyone up here . well first thing is first okay just because chris brown is celebrity don't mean he can't make mistakes he is human just like everyone else . and everyone makes mistakes . i still love chris brown i don't look at him no differently ; i still see him as the same chris . but that still doesnt give him a right to put his hands on a woman . i feel for rihanna i hope she is okay . im not choosing sides cause i like them both and remember there is always two sides to every story . im not listening to NO tabloids they can all choke on it . ima keep chris and rihanna in my prayers . i hope chris doesn't have to go JAIL . and if you guys were a true chris brown fan you wouldn't demonize him like his dad said . but thats how i feel so STOP ASKING ME .

SO OVER IT !

im so over it , people talking crap . JUST SHUT THE HECK UP ! get a life and to make this COMPLETELY CLEAR ! i DO NOT like this skittles dude anymore ; I DON'T KNOW what i was thinking . like i said before it was just a phase . so everyone at school can stop asking me if i like him or if we had anything going on the answer is NO ! like i said man im over all this crap ! so all yall wack niggas can grow up and get off MY JANK . because it's super annoying ; so leave me alone i don't like anyone i'm focus on me and handling my business . SO no MORE boy blogs about this dude . OKAY im out . UGHHH im mad
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dudes are full of themselves .

boys are freaking dumb in the head man .
NOW really lets be serious here , i would never lower my standards to some dude that can't even speak to me in person . FOR ONE i don't like him anymore so for yall who think i like this dude ; are really trippin . when i did i was just going through a phase . UGH so get over yourself man that's exactly why i don't TALK to him NOW . he probably only wanted one thing from me and that's it . (SEX) and i don't get down like that anyway so whatever . IF WE WERE TO GO OUT ; trust it would never happen . so go head and talk yo ish to who ever but i'm on my own ish don't got time for the LAME NIGGAS .

so NEXT ........

NO VALENTINE : (

Well it's that time of the year again , mhm VALENTINES DAY man . geez we are alone again for valentines day . this is tatiana and i love you bahahaha .(me) sierra von i love everyone ! anyways it looks like s.von and tatiana are gonna be together watch LOVE movies and eating ICE CREAM ! this really sucks man . it's sooo bad that we sent ourselves carnations at school . OMG WE NEED A MAN !

well later dudes